i dont know wats happening in my life rite now, i feel like garbage… being gossipped and said by ppl, seeing that im being the third party in a relationship rite now… thank God nobody i knoe, knows about this blog. i dont want my friends to think im the third party. sigh.. i dont know if i should feel normal or sad rite now. im having a headache alr… but according to the other ppl, the girl is jst finding it difficult to accept the fact, so she says im the third party, jst to make herself feel better… it may and may not be true at the same time. so i was jst thinking… how would i ever make her feel better, so that she doesnt have to do these things in order to feel better. i think im beeing too naive too… maybe im being too soft hearted… i dont know… but one thing that i know is that, i can never bear to c someone else suffer because of me. it makes me feel like im the evil person… sigh… if only i can be harder at heart… but i cant find myself doing so, as it could lead to hurting someone else… mira… u be my comforter. i know ive always counted on u whenever i felt sad… ur the only one who knows my everything. not even my family knows so much about me… sigh… ur more of a family to me, instead of a friend. anyway… i just pray that i wont be misunderstood by ppl. i just want to remain a clean profile here as i continue my off the job training… so long as for now… take care mira.. muax!!!