he has been a close friend to me through my weeks in training while i was in taylors college. i told him quite some information about myself and eventually, i found out that i trusted him more than most other ppl here in my HIAS program. since its been some time that i haven't been hanging out with Hwang, Seng, and steven, i found that im not so close to them anymore, though i can still relate some things about myself to them. but the fact is still there. we're not so close as v used to be, before this. but im still somewhat happy… this is because i dicovered tht ive been somewhat in a crush with the person whom i found, very comforting to me. this is because of his smile. he has the nicest smile in the whole of HIAS…. at least, thts wat i tink. hehe… anyway, he appeared to be the second person who asked me if i would accept him… im feeling happy and afraid at the same time. this is because three girls like him, and i have my own problem as to explain this to the fist guy… and i also feel guilty towards my most recent ex. this is because, i have not been very true to myself, after telling him that i might not, most probably not be having another bf, in case i get hurt again. ive been hurt too many times, to actually gain back the courage ive lost, in order to love again… but im willing to take chances with this particular guy, for i have dicovered that i could relate quite well to him.. i just pray that i wont make anoter mistake again this time, or i shall be too afraid to love again… this time, for good… pls help me mira…